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Herman was a friend of mine.

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 13:31:57 GMT

Yesterday we went to a club in downtown Beppu. So much for a club man. It's called a sports bar. Ok then again maybe its just a bar. But people were dancing a lot like it was a club. Anyway i didn't have fun and left early. But now that i think back about it, i think it was kind of fun. Hahah which!

Anyway the main thing is, i had a conversation with someone from Holland. I didn't hit on him neither did he hit on me but my friend Ayumi and Tony, being the "kids" of the gang, were daring each other to go talk to him. At this point in time actually there were about only 10 of us in the bar. And that's including 4 of 5 Djs spinning and getting very high by themselves.

Anyway yah i looked seriously bored and maybe my friend ayumi was a little bored too so she went to chat up the guy who looked australian in his cargo pants and trekking bag and book. (Imagine that! Reading a book in a boring club! How cool is that i mean seriously. Not making fun cause I wish i could do that too) She told him to join our table and i was like oh man. There goes my night of peace and keeping silent.

But anyway he seemed to be pretty interesting and we talked ALOT. I think the number of words that we spoke could easily amount to what usually comes out of my mouth in a week. That's how little i speak in school nowadays. We talked about the vibe of the people here in japan and since he was on holiday he was different from any of the other europeans i would meet in my school. Cool beans. He was really funny too. Not american-funny but like cool-smart-not-too-much-funny. He also commented that he had dutch accented english, which i couldnt really tell cause i dont really hear it that often.

At this time, the club was playing like half hip hop half (maybe) electronic and some mix of some really old club stuff. Which he then commented he wouldnt be able to dance to that if he tried cause the only stuff he can dance to would be like indie music. I was like oh and then suddenly jerked up and said like WHAT YOU DANCE TO INDIE MUSIC and he seemed so cool to me after that. He said alot of clubs in holland play indie music and from the place that he came from, they had festivals everyday and they were like rock/indie music fests which made me so excited and now i really wanna go holland! He also said the strokes played at a venue in holland when they were still pretty unknown, and got famous after that and sparked off the skinny-jean-converse dressing among the dutch people in holland. its all too cool my head almost exploded.

Anyway he doesnt use facebook and i didnt really thought it necessary to get his contact either. But now i am kind of regretting it cause he seemed like such a genuine european man. Who has a girlfriend back home and a cat. To which he said that in holland, that means your life is basically over. Like only old people keep cats. Haha and he said his name, Herman, is also an awfully old name in holland and i now i am totally regretting letting him leave the club without at least asking for email. Argh! But never mind, off to Holland to look for Herman i go!

OH MAN

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 18:52:25 GMT

Today I went to the camera shop near my home to photocopy some documents.
This big round guy helped me with it. There were quite a lot of excessive helpers around the shop.

Suddenly, one auntie behind the counter doing some work looked up and shouted, "喂！林子祥！這個東西剛才你弄的 har?"

I thought she was shouting to the big round guy but he didn't respond. Then I turned and know who she's calling because this uncle really LOOKS LIKE 林子祥 I TELL YOU!

WAH! OH MAN.

I am just a bug

Sun, 25 May 2008 20:28:54 GMT

Somehow his eyes remind me of the younger days of kame. Janai? Anyway, i can't last a day without listening to spitz's songs now. Very very very good. and wonderful

Sat, 10 May 2008 15:01:44 GMT

I WISH I WAS AT THE HIDE MEMORIAL SUMMIT!

I will be home...

Mon, 05 May 2008 16:30:41 GMT

Inaba-san SUGOI jana!

I think he looks damn hot now! During the times of "Calling" he still had somewhat like the bowl haircut. which was cool also, on him. but he should keep a bit of moustache. zettai MANLY dayone.

ichiban kakkoi!

Takashi Kashiwabara

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 20:50:03 GMT

During my teaching class exam last friday, I taught the people in my class colors in japanese. This video i found really tickling.

Nihongo wa subarashii.

PSP

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 16:50:29 GMT

My shista came back from her job overseas and she brought me her psp back. I just love to play those no-objective games. I don't know why but last time it was also like that - when we had the 2nd hand playstation on our tv i could spend the whole day just driving and driving and hijacking people's cars and vans. And then just drive forever. Good. I like. Now i have it on the psp too i can have a portable alternative reality! woo

Anyway, it was entirely wholesomely fun yesterday night. I love it when i rediscover Home club after many months, this goes to show you shouldn't over-indulge. Moderation is always key. But that is almost always impossible.

I want to stop drinking so much. At one time. It is very bad. I also want to stop some of the unhealthy habits in my life. I almost succeeded some time ago but, that is why you call it an 'addiction'.

新しい世界

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 20:15:22 GMT

Yo-ho I am back here and I am glad. ^_______________________^

I guess i was off for a period of time being my multi-personality self..... i guess i came full circle.

Life is so fleeting, while searching for a new user pic i came across the one that i am using now - the curly fried hair girl with the deer from nara. it's been 2 years since i first stepped into the holy land! and i miss it like crazy.... hopefully this year's a good year for me and i realize my dreams. everytime i get high on alcohol and i blurt out all my japan stuff to random people and friends... i always have this japanese word in my mind that i just can't spurt it out for some good reason. Still shy about it, perhaps? Or maybe it's a word that I keep close to my heart no matter how drunk i get.

夢あるんでしょ。

The word reminds me of my mom's childhood hero - doraemon.

i miss livejournal

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:25:36 GMT

That's why I've decided to post something back here again.

Boyfriend is asleep on bed.

Am watching X's last live for the XXXth time, and feeling more emo than ever.

How can i put my feelings to words?

I see Yoshiki on stage, even though it's been 10 years ago, I want to be closest to him

OK, no more poser stuff. I really really REALLY seriously want to be his girl.

Finished. That's all. I have to wait 20 years? Just make sure it's gonna happen. I'll wait for all my life.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 16:36:57 GMT

ok i think i have moved to wordpress. of the same name. but
i may come back.

the subway line at the top is making me think twice about leaving this place.

sheeeeeeeboooooooooyaaaaaaaaaaaa K!

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 18:59:17 GMT

I have found a new addiction! that is my japanese electropop! or so i feel. i'd rather narrow it down to electropop cause shibuya kei is too vague. check zis out! i love that nintendo64-esque sounding pop machine.....

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 21:03:33 GMT

Yoshiki, please blog more.

Sugizo, please blog less.

I had no idea that Tadanobu Asano, who is the actor in Last life in the universe, has a wife who is - Chara!

They are both pretty funky.

CATCH YOU CATCH ME

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 18:42:51 GMT

これ、ともだちからプレゼントで〜す。
びっくりしたぞ！
ほんとに、感動しています。

Summing up 2007, i think compared to my other boring years, this one has been the year i have been sad the most. happy times too, but my sad was down in the pits kind of sad. like how my little korean travelling had to end prematurely. and how the romance with that nyc model ended too. messy days.

but still, i think 2006 had my best travel ever-that is nihon! and the love temple i'll always remember. ^_________________________________________^ BANZAI.

evil

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 20:49:21 GMT

I had an evil dream.

Shokotan was going to kill me with her group of hooligans.

They wanted to search my handphone for potential allies because they suspected i was a spy.

So i used '9' as a code for her name when i texted the others about her.

x_______________________________________X

on another note, the latest cover for feb's issue of zipper is.... guess who?

SHOKOTAN!

She looks super cute there. Can't wait to get my hands on this copy.

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:55:59 GMT

人生はすばらしい。

Haha i feel like a scene from "Beautiful Life". Anyway, i can just imagine myself holding this picture 20 years later and sighing heavily.....

But still, honestly from the bottom of my heart, チエルくん：
きみがいなくて、さびしい！

The old and the wise should know better.....

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 19:47:38 GMT

I found an old video..... good times.

Anyway, i just realised when i saw the date off someone's blog that i missed December 13.... it was hide's birthday. that made me a bit sad.... but anyway, i always believe i'll see him again. So, let's see his pretty face once more!

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 16:40:15 GMT

....the whole of today is a day filled with dread. for once i am feeling like this xmas is going to be サビシイ~ね。

my parents might not even be ordering a turkey from the supermarket. why not? i want to eat turkey..... but it'll only be 3 of us..... サビシイ~ね。

I watched half of <<新不了情>> last night and didn't sleep early. So i skipped the only two hours of class today and i feel very very bad about it. To add on to it, my date tonight stood me up and i felt like it was almost revenge. Yes revenge. All 100% childishness of it. .... サビシイ~ね。

that day my dad asked me, his exact words: "why? are you very confused?..." i think it's the first time in years he spoke with me as if talking to a friend. we were talking about the times in his life when he was confused and at crossroads as to where he should go work/study etc. that was when we were in the vehicle coming back from airport after sending my sister off back to dubai. me, my dad, and her boyfriend..... "サビシイ~ね".....

on the topic of the movie <<新不了情>>, i recall the scene where it's anita yuen's mother's birthday, and they all gather around (the whole opera band) to sing a birthday song for her. they get carried away and one of the uncles starts playing the saxophone and he fails to catch his breath so he throws the sax over to anita yuen's boyfriend, lau ching wan and he spontaneously (without missing a beat!) continues on the song with the entire band. Nice! and he was so dashing..... almost like i was swooning along with anita and her mom. And then at this moment.... of course who would i think of besides him? this gets kind of funny cause i dont have a musical family but we have a neat piano in my aunt's house at where we gather almost every year for xmas dinner and i imagine me bringing him there too and he starts playing the piano and killing everyone present......

LALALALoveSong

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 19:09:15 GMT

I think i'm getting thinner. Which is always good.

遠藤は芸人。ホモじゃない！

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 19:01:23 GMT

Q of day: Which of the follwing pictures look most similar to the one above?

A - Gaffer Tepu Man

B - Toraneko-chan

C - Motionblur Escaping Geisha

D - Tofu man (in sorry state)

E - Yamazaki cocorico!

え、どっち　どっち？？

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 16:17:01 GMT

かわいい？　かわいそう？？

Amethyst is sometimes heat treated to create Citrine.

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 15:45:34 GMT

Just when i feel like the last breath of hope is sucked out of my body, i feel rejuvenised again.

Why?

Put simply, amethyst is my birthstone. And amethyst is sometimes heat treated to create citrine.

Such a simple line, yet it makes my heart flutter and i feel all ready to chase my dream of being by his side again.

^_______________________________________________________^

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 17:42:24 GMT

いいんじゃないよ。

Yoshiki様は最高ですけど。

smelly car body

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 17:48:10 GMT

i decided to not be lazy for once and because i have been procrastinating for one year already on this one - i decided to print out to tape the showreel for my talent last year. My my, 1 year ago! can you imagine. anyway, as i was looking through my hard disk drive, i chanced upon the video i made for our family trip to japan last autumn - nai-su! berry berry nice-su. i felt almost emo and saddened that i actually had my foot on mount fuji exactly one year ago and i am always like that - whenever i am in the period leading up to that special event or day i am extremely high, but when that day actually comes i deflate like a balloon. actually i think i might know why. one day doesnt seem long enough for me to enjoy and i always have to think and count down to its end.....

the same goes for the opposite, because as i am nearing my graduation (though it'll be in 2008 but hey, it is almost xmas) i fear i may be at the most complex crossroad of my life. i dont really want to list out the what ifs because when i reread what i wrote i will be depressed. these days my friends really love to ask what we'll see ourselves doing in 5, maybe even 10 years' time. i am just so scared to still be sitting here going nowhere by then. scary or not!

anyway, Friend said people have changed a lot this sem. I think i agree, people start to do (or say or think) things i have never expected them to. not all bad. its good that people change. change is good. *to you - if you are reading this and thinking that i am referring to you, i am not.*

And with that, shokotan says goodbye we're ready to take off.......

the dream is over

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 16:29:31 GMT

FEELING A LOT LIKE THAT

THAT

AND THIS.

AND ALWAYS WISHING HIDESAMA IS BACK HERE IN THIS WORLD NO MATTER HOW CRAPPY IT HAS BECOME.

fish

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 17:43:43 GMT

Wah lao some people just fucking piss me off. What is wrong with you can't yoube nicer with your words? so cutting and just when i started to put a lot of my trust in you. You're a bloody stupid fool! who is the sensitive one here ..... i am so fired up now.